I dont know exactly where i'm

Earlier, forgive me my best friends. I know I've made the biggest mistake of my life, and makes you really disappointed and upset with me. But I really can not fool my own feelings. I really love him, and I can not for hate or away from him. But on the other hand, you do not like with all my options.

You never feel it all. Every time I try to forget all about him, but I would really feel sick and increasingly hard to forget him. And I will miss him more.

Till one day, I really do not know what else to do. I wanted out of all these problems. I want to go far from you all, from my best friend and from my love. I want to move to a place very far away, where no one knew me.

but I went back inside to ask myself, what am I not allowed to feel happiness when I shared with someone who truly loved me in my life? I just want to feel that, like other couples.

I and he will not continue our relationship is up to something serious. It was too far from our thoughts. This all just puppy love, teenage love, nothing more. And I promise this will not continue until the matter is really serious.

But I am truly very innocent people, because I have disappointed all my friends. I do not deserve to be their friends anymore. They are really too good for me, I do not deserve to get their good again.

I truly apologize for my best friends. I want you to understand me. And accepted me what the way i am. I am only human, who must have a mistake in choosing. I need your support.

Or perhaps I am no longer worthy to be part of all of you, or maybe I should get out of you (I do not want it exactly) :’(