Jumat, 08 Januari 2010

Why?

Today, my mom make me sad, make me dissapointed. i know what you mean. You do it because you care me, you love me.
But its wrong way, not like that mom. You can give me your belief, and i dont ever make you dissapointed and lied you. But you use the way to protect me. Am i still childish mom? i think i'm independent now. I can protect my self. But you didnt respect me in my way.

Hahaha, my tears were crossing from my face ( and I look so stupid), but you dont ever know my tears. Because you dont always give a belief. You dont ever understand what i want.

And i made my best friend become dissapointed too. Because i denied my promise. Sory jas, its not my mean, you know my condition. Please dont be angry to me. If you're angry, you adds my tears. And now i need someone to hear my voice.

What should i do? i wanna change this situation. i dont like with terrified of my mom. its just thing that make her become anxious. I cant do more, i cant, i cant

i acknowledge that you're the best moomy, you always pray for me ( i know you always do it), and proud to me. But so difficult to understand what you want.

Please mom, change your attitude, and if you understand me, i will try to more understand you, i will do all what you want.
I dont ever ask you to follow all of my desire. I just need your belief and understanding. Just it, not more.

And the last, i always try to make you happy with my result of the study. And everyday, i always try to be a better child as you want.

:'(

8 komentar:

chairatin nisa mengatakan...

yeah every parents want the best for their children :)

Kemunafikan mengatakan...

haha asikk deh langsung di coment ama si ica :)

but my mom use the wrong way, i think
why they do so?

chairatin nisa mengatakan...

hehe, yah hem your mother should have a reason to do that :)

Kemunafikan mengatakan...

yaaaa every mom sure like that.
hmmm i think, start from now, i must have a new attitude to face her.

chairatin nisa mengatakan...

oke goodluck, do the best for your mom

Anonim mengatakan...

gw suka ngenes gitu liat anak - anak yang tortured
sampe nulis nulis puisi macam kayak lidya
atau pun bersajak bahasa inggris kayak lu

rasanya tertekan banget jadi anak
and i won't ever do that to my child

bersabar son

i will be next to you everytime

Kemunafikan mengatakan...

makasih ya ica. haha i will do all what my mom wanna altough its so difficult to me :'(

Kemunafikan mengatakan...

iya, ga enak jadi anak terakhir. Semua harapan ada di gw. kalo mau pergi ga bole, mau ini mau itu musti ada persetujuan. Capek gw sip :'(
Pendapat dan saran gw kagak pernah ditanggepin.

Thanks a lot sip, because you always be inside me :)

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